doodles

2006-07-30T00:39:00.000-07:00

i love the ones
who preach to me every weeek
whose preaching has touched my heart
whose preaching has changed me
into what i am today

i love the ones
whom i grew up with
whom i used to meet up at least twice every month
whom i USED to be so close too
whom i invite every party
whom i love and miss so much now

i love the one
whom i always argue with during tuition
whom sat beside me
whom i call gay
whom is a christian
whom loves playing soccer

i love the one
who sat opposite me every tuition
who i will meet up every now and then
who i will sit with at the swing
who i will share all my secrets with
whose best fwen is in my class

i love the ones
who played and joked with me every training
who has been through whatever i been through every training
who i go lunch training with
who will be my team mates for the next 3 years ^^

i love the one
who i used to sms to
who was my sms buddy
whose skool i hate so much
who i still go to if i needed help
who i dun tok to anymore

i love the one
who encouraged me when i was down
who knew i was sad even without me saying
who would give me a hug every possible chance
who i wasted thousand of smses on

i love the ones
who brought me into this world
who brought me up
who brought me here and there and everywhere

i love the ones
who are blood related to me
who i know i will love forever

i love the ones
who are my little darlings
who now is no longer with me
who now lives in australia
who talks with a heavy slang
who is oh so cute and adorable
who calls me jie jie claire
for without them i wud most probably hate the whole world of children...

i love the one
who nags at me everytime a test comes
calling me to remind me to study
who loves hugging me as much as i love huggin her

i love the rest
of whom i have no time to mention
who made me happy
who made me who i am today
who prayed and cared for me
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2006-07-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

i love the ones
who i call my sisters
who we had lotsa fun together
who i gossiped with
whom i know i can confide and trust in

i love the one
who wud sit with me every sunday at church
whom i wud miss for the rest of the week
whom school i sneak into yesterday
whom coach is my neighbour
who loves saying LAME SHIT

i love the ones
who wud encourage me every training
who taught me the correct way of throwing a discus from scratch
who taught me the correct way of throwing a shot putt from scratch
who i train with every week

i love the one
who would crack jokes every training
who the seniors are so close to
whose name is mr lim

i love the one
who brought me far east shopping
who treated me to subway.
who treated me to fried mars bars
whom i enjoy calling auntie
who likes her bf becux he's a nerd
who bought me a very pretty notebook for my bday
who i love giving hugs to

i love the ones
who i have been in the same class with for the past few months
who i have had lots of fun with
who i will miss next year
who nomited the untidy me as cleaniness rep
who i will never forget

i love the ones
who was in the same class as me in the last 2 years
who all went to different schools
who i love to hug
who i can confide in
who i know will be there for me when i need them

i love the one
who loves hugging me as much i love hugging her
who i know i will miss alot when p6 ended
who i am missing now
who i talked to last last night
who i have never been in the same class with
who cried when she saw me in the beginning of the year
who i know i will never forget

i love the ones
who love me so much too
who have made even one second of my life happy
who i will always love forever more..

too be continued...

2006-07-23T18:22:00.000-07:00

i realise.. that D&T.. is like math.. oh shit.. wad trouble did i get myself into now?? die..

2006-07-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

wow. i must definitely say. you are DEFINITELY THE PRO-EST. and i mean it wif GREAT sarcasm. while others are BUSY EDITING YOUR EFFING REPORT WHICH YOU JUST COPY AND PASTE. you are doing ur OTHER project which OTHERS were suppose to do INSTEAD OF UR STUPID PROJECT!!! eff. im pissed.

2006-07-17T23:48:00.000-07:00

i am SOSOSOSO mad at HER. our class was SOSOSOSO nice and calm and SHE had to return.. sheesh.

anyway. it's either im getting smarter or she's getting dumber.
i dun get her. is she trying to act dumb to get the teacher's attention or is she REALLY DUMB?
i dunno. i tink it's the second or last one. i cant be any smarter. im still as retarded as i should be. and. "what's wif you and all the male teachers?" tad is an EFFING QUESTION. well. then may i ask you. "what is wif you and ALL the WHOLE STINKING teacher population??" EXCUSE MUA. sheesh. ppl nowadays DUN EVEN USE THEIR BRAIN CAN.(SAY CAN)

i dun know *COUGH COUGH* OBSESSION over a CERTAIN *ahem ahem* teacher.
and i tink you're a DESPO. really. to be seen with those KIND of people at a PUBLIC PLACE. i wud DIE OF EMBARRASSMENT if i were you. thank God i aint you.

and i know im not perfect. but NEITHER ARE YOU.
note THAT missy.

it's either im tall or the whole population of singapore is short.
i tink im tall. (:

im feeling REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW. i HATE YOUR ATTITUDE. the I-M-ALWAYS-RIGHT ATTITUDE. just because there are MANY GUYS AFTER YOU doesnt MEAN ANYTHING. and besides. those guys are FREAKS. their looks. OMG.

i hv EVERY RIGHT TO BLOG WHATEVER I WANT ABOUT YOU. i dun care if you're crying right now... i know it happened quite some time ago.. but i wun forgive you for hurting my darlings.. at least NOT for now.. you had NO RIGHT to say what you said. im just giving you a taste of YOUR own medicine.

the blogger will NOT be accounted for any of the ABOVE contents.
pls note.
find someone to push the blame to.

2006-07-17T00:53:00.000-07:00

if i EVER EVER EVER get kicked out of nanyang. i wud go to AMKSS without a doubt. cause all my darlings are there. i love them to bits!! whee. and well. it's LICHENG bday today
HAPPY BDAY LICHENG
lol. im so good can!! lol.
anyway. today for chinese we had to bring our tea and guess. and how pro was i? i mixed 2 different teas together. VERY pro you know.. lol. anyway.
ZAC EFFRON IS HOT.. AS HOT AS ELMO..

2006-07-16T07:05:00.000-07:00

i love my darlings. alot alot alot. and i wud die for them if i had to. life wud definitely suck without them. REALLY it would. i just wanna let you all know how much u mean to me. alot alot alot. my aitong babehs. my nanyang darlings. all of you are JUST AS IMPORTANT as one another. i hv COMPLETELY NO IDEA what's happening to me!

toodles.
CLAIRE (:

2006-07-16T02:15:00.000-07:00

as much as i love my cca and overall my sec school.. i hate secondary schools.. not mine.. but others.. i hate them for hurting my friends. i hate you i hate you i hate you. almost everyone changed... i mean.. i bet everyone of my dear friends have been hurt in their secondary school.. it looks like so far.. everyone except me and yikkie and jr have been targetted in their sec school, i mean.. shit can. ok...
ok.. let's see.. ang mo kio..
chia min..
"slap me please
make me concentrate"
--just an exerpt from one of her posts..
simin..
"now i noe. true frens are fren which are beside u when u are feelin low. some frens called themselves good frens of urs. but they are not around u when u need them. they are backstabbin u instead. jealous? wateva. dun giv a bloody damn liao. haha. u shld noe hu u are. i still regard u as a fren. dependin on whether u still regard mii as one. but one thing i can say. nv bestie anymore."
--an exerpt from her most recent post..
valerie..
"Happiness wasnt lookin fer me. i cant find it!!! I wish i cud be much happier. but i cant. I wanted love. but no one can gif it to me. I m stressed. not by hw. but ppl. i m tired...i wanna rest. I dun wanna act animore. I've got enuf. I wanna be like rachel. so quiet. no one bothers u. I cant!!!!! I wan a break a break outta tis world. I wanted to commit suicide. but i dun dare to. I miss aitong... those frens i had. happiness was dere smiling at me sweetly. we shared wad we had. Now it was all gone. outta my world, my sight. i'm blinded by evil. Angel pls come to me"
--an exerpt from one of her posts..
just these are enuff to prove my points...
i cry for them..
WAH
i love you my darlings.

2006-07-15T19:33:00.000-07:00

i lost mt new taitai ring adada gave me. im so depressed..

2006-07-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

how cute. dont't you agree? say yes!!! *LAUGHS BIMBOTICALLY* OH-SO-HOT.

see my darlings here? let me name them ALL for you. first by the FAR end is abi. then it's seok ting. then it's jia yuin. then jiamin then jade then jiangyin then joanna then wanling then noon then me then hoony then meihui then zoe then yiying then ruru then choonie then gengg then swee then priss then kayy then simin then sotong then adada and jas then angie then sze yuan then yingxuan then jieshin then suying and lastly my darling KAH KAH taking the foto. (:

2006-07-14T02:21:00.000-07:00

i love JOJO. she's very nice can. and SUPER cute. you shud see her on stage on mass dance. she's super meng can. haha. tads so random. and and and. i feel fatter than usual without training. and doing drills and PT on my own at home is SOSOSOSO boring. yes. AW. and MR LIM WIFE GAVE BIRTH TO A BABY GIRL. I CANT WAIT FOR HIM TO BRING FOR US HIS DAUGHTER'S FOTOS MAN. IM SOOOO EXCITED. HAHA. and hmm.

IM SOOOO ANGRY AT FENG. she placed her fries in my coke. hmph. at least i took my revenge. muahahaha. i dipped my fries in bbq sauce and dropped it in her coke. LOL. haha. and im SO excited im going church later. VERY excited. im gonna see chong ying again. LOL. i LOVEE tad gal. haha. anyway. i love jiamin and meihui. they are SO SO SO SO NICE ok!!! REALLY!!! (: my DARLINGS.

i pray that choo will bond more wif her team mates..

TOODLES.

2006-07-13T07:04:00.000-07:00

im SORRY nanyang. it's ALL MY FAULT. im so so so sorry. it;s ALL MY FAULT YOU GUYS LOST. im feeling SO SO SO GUILTY now. im a jinx CAN. wadeva i support sure lose one. and i HAD to support you guys. IM SO SO SO SO SORRY. really. i promise. i will TRY not to support. but im SO SORRY IF I DO.

2006-07-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

i am SO SO SO SO SO jealous of the sec 1s participating this year. they got so many good luck cards. I ALSO WAN. WAH IM SO JEALOUS. lol. i am SUCH a retard. oh well. maybe next time. THIS POST IS SO RANDOM. +.+

^.^
and im PRO.

2006-07-13T06:25:00.000-07:00

i love my DARR(s)~ alot.

2006-07-13T05:28:00.000-07:00

i was SOSO not in the mood for lessons after i received simin sms can. dammit. nvm. now she ok liao. I DUN WAN DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY FOR MY SABBATICALS. ah shit. PLS LORD NO!!! shit lar. ANYONE WIF FOOD CHEM WANNA CHANGE WIF ME? i hv neither food chem nor floor ball.. wah.. none of it same as jess.. I DUN WAN!!! shit. wah. xuewei did not come todayy.. hm.. no comments.. and erm erm erm. i know this is SO random. BUT I LOVE MY COUSIN CAN. LOL. yea. the CIVILIZED *coughs in discomfort* one. oh yea. LOL. AHAHAHA. and i miss training..

2006-07-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

im feeling MUCH better now. thank you yik heng. i love you. yea. she's so sweet. after reading my blog. she IMMEDIATELY smsed me to cheer me up can! so nice. i love you yik heng. and liuyi too. SO SWEET. and choo too!! qand CY too!! and mike too. (: everytink's ok now. i think... i dunno..

2006-07-08T18:24:00.000-07:00

it's still all my fault...

haix.. i seriously need to blog something happpy.. oh yea. my cousin got a GREAT bf. he's REALLY VERY nice and yea. my sis says so. like. when u take mrt. he makes sure my cousin and sister go on first then he go on. so sweet rite? but i still dunno how he looks like in real life. but i saw his foto. no offence la. but gt sum part inproportionate lar. haha. im really happy for her. and AHEM. APPARENTLY. she has GROWN up. as she said. last time feign sickness dun wan go skool. now sick also go school. IM SO PROUD OF HER. LOL. she says she's civilized. but she looks LIAN. dunno why. haha.

im a stoner.

2006-07-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

my previous post... is SO NOT COUNTED. sorry to the ppl ive hurt. sorry.. really. yea. i dunno wad happened ya.. but.. but.. but.. haix.. im just MAD lar. sorrie. REALLY REALLY SORRY. dun leave me lar. WAH. I LOVE YOU. actually. you are my BESTEST FRIEND. really. and i guess. my mind went a little haywired ...

2006-07-03T04:21:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA. i blogged at delwyn's blog LAST NITE. it WAS SO RAWKING FUN. and I RAWK CAN!! shall blog more later. toodles.

2006-07-02T04:24:00.000-07:00

my sister is a BIG FAT GLUTTON and she's in JUMPS.
she really is lor. today went to eat lunch at raffles town club she ordered club sandwich, fish and chips, took my younger sis mee goreng and then even ordered banana split. i dunno wads rong wif her man. anyway. today LIGHTHOUSE was quite boring la. i almost fell asleep but once i reach EVANGEL was like. so awake lar. haha. then we played sum game. quite useless lar. bt say TAD fun also. lol. so retard. and erm erm erm. hm. i wanna see 6C again. oh ya
eff off losers. i bite. i really do. and my bite is poisonous. it really is. get outta my sight and stop pissing me off. i'll kick u. REAL hard.

2006-06-30T09:01:00.000-07:00

congrats nick. God has blessed you wif a gr8 voice. (:

i wan my cux back...

haha. JESS so sweet!!! she bought me this REALLY nice notebook can. SO KOOL LAR. and JESS'S AN AUNTIE. OLD AUNTIE. and you cant call me AUNTIE jessica. im younger than you (: i know my memory darn lan. but i dun care. u cant call me auntie. and thanks for the fried mars bars. haha. not bad larr. but not the best. >.< HAHA. im so mean. and thanks for "teabreak" at subway. it was my first time eating at subway ok!! and im sorrie i didnt finish the sandwich. my bad. but i dun eat dinner so early one. HAHA. anyway u still very sweet. and fine. I LOVE YOU TOO OK? lol. its only fair i say i love you after u say u love us. haha. but i know u straight larr. still say u love your bf cus he toot toot one.. =.= and ur foto.. erm.. erm.. erm.. ya.

2006-06-29T05:07:00.000-07:00

as girls grow up.. they think their legs get sexier and thus they wear shorter skirts. as guys get older. the "in" thing is to wear long pants. wah lao.. the poor girls. though i am one.. but if one day u wake up and decide that ur legs are too sexy for skirts. then wad are u gonna do? walk outta the house w/o skirts? stupid girls. i tink pink's darn cool. really. lol. SUPER man. really. lol.. well. actually. if u look on the BRIGHT side. the manufactors of skool uniforms wud still use the same amount of clothes. heehee. so it means when girls grow up. it's only fair that the factories charge us a lower price for our uniforms. cause we use lesser cloths. and they hv to charge boys higher price. haix. the clever me THINKS OF EVERYTHING. wah lao ehh. LOL.

2006-06-28T03:14:00.000-07:00

we are drifting apart... we really are... too bad you don't care...

today i met karen. HAHA. i miss tad gal SOOO much. really i do!! ohh!!! and her prezzie!!!! ((: i owe you darling!! oh yea!!

simin's so super sweet cann!! she gave me this really cute foto frame lor!! so sweet!!! im gonna treasure it gal ((: tads so nice of her can!! haha...

well... i bought mags... and well... peh lih said i LOOKED AUNTIE. DO I LOOK AUNTIE? i shall say NOT ok!! i SO DO NOT look auntie lor!! hmmm..

WAH. i just read my cousin blog. SHE SOUNDS SO SAD!! WAHH!!! IM CRYING FOR YOU ALREADY MICHELLE!!! cheer up girl!! (: see i so sweet? HAHA. anyway. having a bf is HARD ok. espp when he is *ahem* looks like zhiyang.. HAHA anyway... I HOPE YOU RECOVER SOON OK?? and... DUN COME NEAR ME!! I DUN WANNA FALL SICK!! I WANNA GO TRAINING ONE OK!! tad's so mean of me lar. dun worry i wun dao you wan.. not dao.. i wun dun come near you wan!!! HAHA. im like. so nice CAN.

and HIGH SKOOL MUSICAL IS HAWT MAN!! OH SUPER HAWT.

jessica says her worst fear b4 cuming to ny is to get a bimbo class. and her fear came true. well. you cant BLAME US. wif HER as our monitress.. what else can we be except for BIMBOS? and well.. it's almost all lar.. cause MUA. for instance. is NOT bimbo. thus being the one standing out from the crowd (:

and chang e(pronounced chang eeee) is now called chang ER. oh yea. you know.. the fairy one!!! YES!!! HAHA. then i call her chang e then she was like(jokingly larr)"you think u hu huh?? call me chang er! say sorry!!!" then liuyi was like "you sound like my mother when she's in the wrong but still insists that she's in the right!" lol. i love liuyi CAN! lol. haha. and yes.

YOU! oh yea. YOU. you know hu im toking about. jux becux hci juniors and seniors dun tok nor hang out doesnt mean that ny juniors and seniors toking or hanging out is weird can!! cus it's SO not lor!! wah lao... HAHA. you loser! lol.

i tink ashley tisdal acting is SO cool lor. she totally fits the bimbo and bossy popular girl in high skool musical. OH SO DARN COOL.

2006-06-27T04:13:00.000-07:00

today training. well... was quite ok larr... first when i reach rock wall hor. then i saw only peh lih and liuyi wad.. so i asked liuyi. "where are all the seniors senior than you?" then she say wad i say she very old. then peh lih went "no!! she's saying that we are not old cause got ppl more senior than us!!!" haha. ok. so fast forward. running was... ermm.. ok larr... seniors all so sweet cann!! they will say "jia you" as they run. then at least one will stay behind and run wif you wan. HAHA. SO SWEET RITE? and training damm fun!! but today damm regret can!! i missed like. 15 mins of it. spent it finding my water bottle. WAH MY GERMANY WATER BOTTLE!!! talking about germany.. i wanna join the DEUTSCHER-FUBbALL BUND!!!! I WAN I WAN!! AHH!! anyway... oh ya.. JANELLE DAMM SWEET CAN!! SHE GAVE ME WINNIE THE POOH FOR MY BDAY!!! haha. SO SWEET LOR!!! and jieshin and suying and sze yuan too!! they got me a cute bottle of sweets. SO SWEET. and rena said she got me sumtink bimbo.. hm... am i TAD bimbo? i dun tink so. cux im smart. i tink... HAHA. I KNOW~ and. HAPPY BDAY CAPTAIN.. ((:

2006-06-24T08:03:00.000-07:00

says:
omgosh nanyang reads their student's blog?!?
darn. it's my blog. my privacy. darn u teachers! says:
yeaa!!
darn. it's my blog. my privacy. darn u teachers! says:
wah lao..
darn. it's my blog. my privacy. darn u teachers! says:
damm pissed cann!!!
says:
wtf thng to do!!!

don't you just love JAM?
i do!
anyway. i shall be a TOTAL HYPOCRITE when im blogging about nanyang and it's teachers. since there are SPIES around. and oh yes. wenqi too.

LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
some teacher found your blog?!
darn. it's my blog. my privacy. darn u teachers! says:
yea..
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
ARE YOU SERIOUS?!
darn. it's my blog. my privacy. darn u teachers! says:
even commented to my mum say my blog too many vulgarities...
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
HUH?!
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
OMG
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
WHO?!/
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
OMG
darn. it's my blog. my privacy. darn u teachers! says:
*censored*
darn. it's my blog. my privacy. darn u teachers! says:
*censored*
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
WAHT THE HELL!??!?!?!?!?!

and later at the end of convo

LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
ok lah anyway
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
i gtg now...
darn. it's my blog. my privacy. darn u teachers! says:
byee!!!
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
i think *censored* is wrong
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
use "official" ways to deal with you and what you write on yoru blog
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
that's just dumb, seriously.
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
ok lah
LONG LIVE MRLIM! says:
bb

OH! i feel great!! except for one thing. i have to choose between my IPW or church. personally i'll GLADLY choose church. in fact. i'll take church over IPW anytime. no matter how much i love my group mates. i love church more. and i miss chong ying!! and i think jessica (zheng) angry at me liao... oh well.. and edwin thinks one day i'll tell him i fell for a hwa chong guy.. WHAT IS RONG WIF EDWIN MAN? no.. nt the hwa chong part.. i hate ACS ppl more.. is the "what makes him think i'll tell him who i fell for in the future" part. seriously. do you think i'll tell edwin who i like? well.. thinking bout it..

2006-06-22T21:24:00.000-07:00

shit. oh shit. nanyang actually read their student's blog. oh dammit. i betta be careful of what i blog now. dammit. anyway. tad time. i took bus mah. go ny tad direction. suppose to take 852 mahh. then rite. i took rong bus. take 854 then go shawn house there wad. wah lao. so friggin scary can!! wah lao.. there got so many banglas lor. nt tad im racist. im NOT. ok? im NOT. anyway. wads wif the sec skool now huh? they dun give their students any friggin privacy lor!!! argh. dammit. anyway i need to complete all my hw.. FAST!!

2006-06-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

HAHA MR LIM IS SO FUNNY. today we went VJC for sum fwenly competition which i DID not even participate in the end. anyway. on the bus mr lim set the rules. "food are not allowed on this bus. you must offer them to me first." LOL. then on the way there he caught CAP.I.TAN eatin mah. then he ask from her. then on the way back he caught me opening a packet of biscuits. then he was lookin at it. lickin his lips and usin his finger to motion it to come to him. then i was like. oh no. then he was like "claire..." then i took out my famous amos cookies and gave it to him instead. haha. then i offered around la. then another senior offered biscuits too. haha. nice. the disgestive biscuits. lol. haha. hm... dunno wad to say liao..

2006-06-19T04:24:00.000-07:00

dun ask me why i created this blog. im bored can. and i have not done almost ALL mt homework. note. NOT DONE. creepy if u ask me. i wonder how im gonna live it thru lor. LOL. HAHA. anyway. today was BORING. but yesterday flag day was well.. bleh. my feets are aching. and it's like my mind has only this sentence "excuse me. would you like to donate to the school pocket money fund?" i walked from centrepoint to plaza sing to far east back to centrepoint. haha. anyway. im so proud of myself. i think it pays to be thick skinned cause after all teh rejections i was still smiling lor. cause i dun mind at all. LOL. you can REJECT ME anytime! oh no. maybe not. that came out SO wrong. lol. anyway i forgot and i do mean forgot. to return a whole bunch of notepads i forgot i left in my bags. damm. why cant i "forget" the cute bears instead? and now i have absolutely NO idea what to do with the notepads can! sheesh. HAR HAR.